Oh dear

I have really gone down hill. Ive lost all interest in losing weight when I was soooo motivated. I need to get back on it but find it hard to do until its a new week. So monday is the restart. I can do it :D

Weigh In Day has come

Today is the day I am going to weigh myself and see what the week has done for me. Im not hoping for much, infact I am a bit anxious about it.

Even if I have only lost 1lb I will be happy but I will force myself to try harder. I feel as though I have lost some weight...fingers crossed.

The Naughty Weekend

Oh dear...

This weekend has been a massive let down for me. I had a naughty curry on Friday and I overslept on saturday and sunday. Mostly my boyfriends fault but I blame me too. Im going to get right back on track starting today and I plan to carry on religiously. I was so proud of myself for the entire week. You couldnt remove the smile from my face. The tiny set back wont be noticable I hope.

I can do it :D cos this is it !!!

Yesterday

Well I think, all in all, yesterday was a blazing success. I think throughout the entire day I probably only at 1000 Calories which made me feel excellent. My glasses of water have drastically decreased but i do intend to get back to doing that. Bring on today :D

Shopping

I went to tiown today and bought almost my entire body weight in Fruit lol. well it felt that way walking home anyway haha

A bit gutted though because the plumbs I bought dont taste very nice but the bananas make up for it becayse they taste really ripe.
My plan was to go to town and buy meals for the week but I got carried away and couldnt resist all of the bargains on fruit and fish etc so I came home with Cockles, Salmon, Fruit and bread.....no meals =/

...Owell, we can live on banana sandwiches all week :P hehe. I am going to town again on monday so I will get some more food. Im finding it fun, chosing the different meals and food.

What the future is bringing for moi!

I have very high expectations for 2010. Not only are u going to bring me season 3 of Dexter and a bundle of excellent story lines on Eastenders...I also want the following from you!

- I want you to get me to Coventry. Preferably by your 5th month. Reason for this is because I miss my friends and family more than I have ever missed anything in my life. I want to be closer to my memories of Shaun and I want to be with my sisters every day. I want to help my mum when shes not feeling well and catch up with the friends I abandoned.

- I would like to start college. Coventry City College to be exact. And yes, you might be thinking I have been there, done that...but I want to go back and I want to go back this year to complete the course I should have done in the beginning. Forensic Science :D

- I would like to get into a size 10 if that is okay with you. I know it is far fetched and rather 'out there' but I want this more than anything. I want to feel happy. I think if I look the way I want to look then I will have a reason to smile every day :)

Day 3

Today I have been more relaxed because ive started to get in the swing of things. I've definately not managed to get my 8 glasses of water in but its not a problem I suppose :) I have however, done my exercise and have had no snacks whatsoever. We had a 2 hour long power cut this afternoon so I was kind of restricted to what I could and couldnt do but I chose to bop away to my ipod in the kitchen lol.

I was on a bit of a downer today and almost gave into temptation and have a chain of cup'o'teas lol but I fought the temptation and survived the day hehe. :) Going shopping tomorrow for some fruit n veg. Looking forward to it strangly. x